Just sharing some random thoughts that crossed my mind
I thought I had some awesome friends here but lately I have been hurt by them. I am not sure what I did wrong and why nobody wants to hangout with me. I know that Chucks only at JRTC for a few weeks but since hes been gone I had no friends to hangout with. So the time has been dragging which stinks and actually makes me sad. I am the friend if you want someone to hangout with or talk to I am there for you. But yes I need a friends to that I can just chat with. I am not sure if I am gonna make it through a year when Chuck deploys. I am not looking forward to that time and being alone in NC. I thought about going back to NY while Chuck was gone but we would lose our house so that would stink. I am lost of what to do. I just want to be happy. Yes I could get a job but I still would have to come home to a empty house and just my cat. Yes I am a armywife and I knew when I married Chuck that I was marrying a soldier. I love him very much and I support him and the troops. I just want to have friends that want to hangout. Please dont put a mean comment to this random though that I had. I dont need it.
I hate rumors to yes they spread like wild flowers everywhere. I am not sure why anyone likes do to it. Yes they spread rumors to at JRTC. Chuck calls me the other day and said that they might be going to another place instead of the sandbox. If that happens the deployment date will change to. So to make myself feel better and calm I am just gonna wait until I know for sure instead of worrying.
I dont understand why my cat dosent like to sleep at night time. Everynight now since Chucks been gone she comes in our room and crys. I guess she dosent think that I need to sleep. She wants me to get up for her and play with her and give her treats. She just wants attention. Well I dont mind giving her attention and stuff but when I am sleeping I dont want to be bothered by her.
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I'm sorry you are having a rough time of it lately. I am sure you will make the best decision as to what you want to do during deployment. You could always visit your family a few times during it. Hopefully Sabrina will let you get some sleep soon. I am sure she is acting up since Chuck is at training. Animals seem to get that way when they notice change.
(((Hugs)))
Hugs Amy,
Things will get better,wish we were closer.Maybe you can visit your family while he deploys.
I`d hafta shut Sabrina out of the bedroom at night until she straightens up.
{{hugs}} Making/keeping friends can be hard for many different reasons. You need to do what you think is right. If that's moving home while Chuck deploys, than so be it. You have lots of friends, Amy & you know where we are if you need us.
Rumors.. I think they can be worse than the seperations. You know not to listen to them & my theroy is never believe them until my husband says 'this is what's going on...'
Sabrina.. I'm sure she's acting up because she knows Chuck is gone & you are stressed. Maybe before you go to bed, get her into a routine (it's good for you too).. give her treats, play with her, etc. That's what I do with my cats (& my sog) & they let me know when I forget a night! LOL
Amy, so sorry ao much has been going wrong. I am right there with you on it unfortunately. I have declared this the worst and most expensive move yet, and it just won't end.
What do you do on Sat. mornings? I really missed yard sales while in Germany, so I go out to all of the ones I can find on post each Saturday and I am sure that DH would love to hand me the van keys and not have to go along with me so I have company LOL. Would love to have you join me anytime you want.
Thanks girls your all right. :) Your all great friends. Saprina sure I would love to go with you. I can email you my phone number. That will be fun to hangout with you. I can tell you how to get to my house to. THank you,
Hugs
Amy
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